冥想游戏丨非二元性：游戏创作合作社，女性主义与性别，Bitsy 创作工具与游戏表达

I was a teenager when I told my mother "why choose" when she asked me why l sometimes dressed as a boy and sometimes as a girl. I told her that for me, gender were boxes from which I took out the parts that I felt were "me" each day. It wouldn't be until recently when the words Bnon binary would come into my life and I could finally describe myself. I was a young person when I trusted the wrong one and started the path of self-doubt.I didn't know how to tell someone why was hurting so much until I could name abuse. It was years later when you came into my story and I couldn't understand why I couldn't be happy on the best days of my life or why, despite being happy, I was also apathetic. It took me a doctor to know that it was called depression. Getting here was hard, but it would have been impossible without art. It is an art that keeps me alive and gives me words where I can't find them. It is you, the witness of all my paths, who help me keep going when I forget that. 在我十几岁的时候，当时我母亲问我为什么我有时穿成男孩，有时穿成女孩。我告诉她「为什么要选一个？」，对我来说，性别是一个盒子，我每天从里面取出我觉得是 “我”的部分。直到最近，"非二元性 "这个词才出现在我的生活中，我终于可以描述自己了。 在我年轻的时候，我相信了错误的人，开始了自我怀疑的道路。我不知道如何告诉别人我受到了如此大的伤害，直到我能够命名虐待（abuse）。 多年后，当你进入我的故事时，我无法理解为什么在我生命中最美好的日子里我不能快乐，或者为什么尽管快乐，我也很冷漠。 来到这里是很困难的，如果没有艺术，这是不可能的。是艺术让我活着，在我无所依时，给了我言语。是你，是我所有道路的见证者，当我忘记这点时，帮助我继续前行。